It seems like life is a lil' too peaceful at the moment, I can't think of what exactly to blog about. There are things that are weighing heavy on my mind, but those aren't things I wish to talk about here. Perhaps not yet. I feel burdened but sometimes, I'm just not that good at expressing the way I feel. Neither am I very good with my words when it comes to the people who matters. Maybe I had built too many walls, all in the name of protecting myself, that you won't know me anymore. Call me selfish, but that's just how I am. Cause I've been through much, those trials made me this way, I can't help it. As strong or intimidating I seem to be, many times I don't know what to do nor how to handle the situations I am in. I think I'm a contradiction, or perhaps I just have split personalities? I don't know either.
Finally heading back to church today after a very very long hiatus. I miss God, I miss the church and I miss W497. I hope all will turn out fine, I pray for God's guidance. I miss His presence.