Do you feel my heart beating?

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

I had been the most fearful and skeptical of love for a long time. I built walls, an entire castle around myself. Those walls so high, it was tough to scale it. I thought by doing so that I was protected, I thought I could be invincible and never fall again. Yet at the end of the day, I gained nothing and lost every single chance of having love. Why every time we choose to love, we get vulnerable? Why should we be subjected to the possibility of getting hurt? Why do we choose to trust, and then fear that every single promise made would be broken? I guess I'd never find out why do we love, but love is what keeps us going on. It wasn't easy, but I'm glad to have stopped being in control of what I feel and let my feelings run free.

Cause boy, you came and took me by surprise ♥