Life is a maze

Friday, June 30, 2006

♥ YAY. FRIDAY AGAIN.

B E S T

1. Male friend:
keith, zac.

2. Female friend:
kristle.

L A S T

1. Person you saw:
daddy.

2. Talked to on the phone:
honey.

3. Hugged:
nadia.

4. Text:
honey.

T O D A Y

1. wearing :
xinghua pe shorts, bowen blouse.

2. better than yesterday?
yeap. recovering from being ill.

T O M O R R O W

1. Is:
~~FLAG DAY~~. darn cip.

2. Got any plans:
cip, church? HONEY!

3. Dislikes about tomorrow:
cip early in the morn.

F A V O U R I T E S

1. Number:
3; 9; 27.

2. Colour:
green; purple; brown; red; black.

3. Season:
winter.

C U R R E N T L Y

1. Missing someone:
i miss him all the time!

2. Mood:
lazy.

3. Wanting:
splitting headache to stop.

R A N D O M

Q: Last thing you ate:
van houten full crem milk choc. oops!

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?:
my headache.

Q: What's annoying you right now?:
headache again.

Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
erm. perhaps.

Q: Is there a person whos on your mind right now:
KENNY SIA JUN JIE.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
school.

Q: Been cheated on?:
think so?

Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?:
adults say dad, i say neither!

Q: Do you have any siblings?:
yeaps.

Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you too?
SOMEONE MUST BE.

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty,creativity):
love.

Q: Are you a friendly person?:
suppose so.

Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last night?:
mine.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
school blouse.

Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?:
taking a shower.

Q: Do you have more guy friends or girlfriends?
rather balance i guess.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
27th June (:

Q: Do you get angry easily?
sometimes.

Q: What was your last thought before you
went to sleep last night?
my honey.

Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for
someone to call?
all day round.

Q: How many months to go before your
birthday?
NINE ):

Q: Do u eat a lot?
depends.

Q: If given the chance, will you join big
brother?
huh?!

Q: If someone called you right now, would you
take the call?
why not?

Q: Are you hungry?
YES.

Q: Why do you answer surveys like this one?
to post on my blog?

Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10:
7.5

Q: Would you say that most people who first
meet you like you?
how would i know?

Q: Can you speak english? (give example)
hello.

Q: Can you speak french? (give example)
bonjour?
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urgh. my headache's getting the better of
me now. gonna take a shower after this.
hope it'd take the headache away ):

it's finally friday again. end of another week.
the school has started counting down.
122 days to O's. omigosh. dead.

and still sick. getting unbearable,
constantly feeling hot and stuffy. i cant take
heat! someone save me.

flag day tmr. no cip no o lvl cert.
stupid. i did so many big projs but no cip,
and cos of the projs i had to skip class cip,
so now they're like having the last flag day
to complete my cip.
thank god i'd have gaya and renuka's company.

alright. i need dinner.
SHOWER!
toodles.

` CHOCOLATES PLEASE.

unraveled @ 6:10 PM

Thursday, June 29, 2006

♥ SICK AGAIN

SICK ONCE AGAIN; FEVER;
INFLUENZA; COUGH

* my dancing queen.

* i'm aware i taste like royalty.

yeaps. sorry for the delay of updates.
was busy with school reopening and being
sick even before school reopened. sheesh.
fever up to 38.2 degree celcius....
and i've not skipped a day of school -beams.
nothing's been happening much around at
"good" old bowen.

time table suck. math and amath, geog and
english all crapped together when we have
the same teachers for math and amath and,
geog and english. stupid B****.

alright am being scolded by honey for not
going to bed. it's currently 11.38pm alr.
update another time then (:
toodles.

thanks baby for taking extra care of me
all this while when i was sick (:

six months; the best.

` I DO; CHERISH YOU, HONEY.

unraveled @ 11:27 PM

Saturday, June 24, 2006

♥ HAPPY ADVANCED SIX MONTHS <3

ADVANCED SIXTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY "CELEBRATION" (:

* NC 16. ` kissme;

` BITEME;

* i like honey's new haircut (:

* berii cheena wOrxx.

- 23rd JUNE -

finally got outta my house faking having tuition.
*oops =X anyway, went out with honey to
town for an advanced sixth month anniversary
date (:

first stop: SHAW HOUSE; LIDO
bought 3.15pm movie tickets for
Runaway Vacation and off for lunch, had
mac's. been ages since i last touched mac.
while sitting down deciding what to have,
honey said he saw his ex-gf, amanda.
dint see her though. lunch, then movie movie.
R.V.'s quite hilarious, but the gist is i wont
choose to watch it again. it has the kinda
feeling whereby after it ends, you'd be like...
-hmm, okay. funny. but what's the storyline
again?- yeah.
next movie to catch: Just My Luck.

lingered round Shaw after movie ended.
MNG SALE! dint jump on the bandwagon
today though. CROWD + baby dint wanna
go in with me cos there werent any guys in
there. lols. another day perhaps?

walked down to far east, covered almost
the whole building only ending up with
getting two belt holes punched onto my belt.
hahas. amazing. am lookin' for a BAG.
for school; tuition. bah. maybe a crumpler?
urgh. i can never make up my mind.

next, walked back to Shaw again for dinner
at Pepper Lunch. it was quite packed.
had to queue. bahh. oh well, dinner was nice.
we then proceeded to walking to Heeren.
- my legs are aching terribly now ): -
looked arnd, nope. no bags caught my eye.
baby said he saw amanda again. funny how
i'd never actually saw her. lols. think she saw
us too, honey said so.

oh yeah! as honey and i were walking to Heeren,
he was trying to trick me and he sorta went
bonkers, scareyyyy but adorable though! (:
next thing i knew, baby was screaming and
punching his fist into the air...
you could imagine the look on my face can you?
completely puzzled and knowing by passers
are looking. i thought baby lost his head.
turns out that his friend was beat-boxing
outside Heeren for a donation drive and baby
was shouting and teasing him. -______-"
honey, next time you're gonna do that in
town could you please tell me so that i'd know
that you're not outta your senses?! -phew

weeee~ raining cats and dogs now. yayness.
perfect weather for a dreamful sleep (:
-MY LEGS ARE ACHING-

boo. daddy hadn't drilled in the last wall shelf
and my mirror. how do i put up all my cosmetics,
accessories and perfumes. mirror! i need the
mirror. how can a girl not have a full-length
mirror? hahas. i guess he'll be doing it tmr.
i shall stay home and help him. don't think
am going out with kristle tmr already. legs
aching anyway and... homework's not done!
shopping, sunday after tuition? -nods (:

alrighty. shall wrap up here (:

` JUST YOUANDME

unraveled @ 12:29 AM

Friday, June 23, 2006

♥ DADDY FINALLY DRILLED THE FIRST WALL SHELF (:

DADDY FINALLY DRILLED THE
FIRST WALL SHELF IN (:

* tadaa. my prized possessions (:

i know the three napfa awards stuck
there look weird. but they are the only
ones that are like "stickable". hahas.
the other three from secondary ones
are pinned onto one of the straps of the
medals. well, have yet to put up my
certificates -sticks chest out-

okay enough of showing off. bahh(:
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darn blogger. always having problems!
this is my third entry, hope it'd be
successive. -__-"

homework. not even half done. darn.
school's in three dayyyssss. oh gosh.

` WE'LL AGE TOGETHER;
SHALL WE? (:

unraveled @ 3:17 AM

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

♥ SUGAR HOW WE GET SO FLY <3

THE PAST 5 MONTHS PLUS (:

honey i'm so thankful that i've got you.
thank you for monday night. thank you
for hugging me and telling me not to be
scared. i wanna stay in your arms forever
darling.

27 JUNE 2006

6 months; half a year.
our special day.
i cant wait. i love you so much!

` NOW AND FOREVER

unraveled @ 4:43 AM

♥ RANDOM

blog blog blog blogging~
am really suppose to be doing schoolwork.
lols. oh well.

i've been giving some thoughts to the crumpler.
i guess i might swap it for a nike/addidas or
some other bags instead. ppl say it's too common.
another time perhaps?
now i really want a new bag for school.
so pray hard that i'd find a bag i like by sunday!
lols. gonna stay home tmr again.

am really looking forward to friday and saturday!
honey and i are celebrating our 6month anniversary
this friday, since 27th's a school day! yayness.
cant believe it's already been 6months, seems
so fast. hahas. I LOVE YOU HONEY.
going out with my babe on saturday.
kristle esther chia bee hong!
it's either to shop or down to sentosa for a well-
deserved tan. both perhaps?
i miss the braberrys alright. it's been ages ago
since we last gathered. all those endless parties,
laughters, liquor, dancing... now i cant wait for
CHRISTMAS!
(can we forgo O's?)
anyhow we'd have fun after our O's alright?

am in love with teddy geiger's for you i will.

alright. I NEEDA SHOP!

` HONEY FOR YOU I WILL

unraveled @ 1:49 AM

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

♥ SHE'S THE MAN

okay this is my second post.
blogger faced cocked ups again and
my previous post disappeared. darn.
now it's already 20th june.

anyway, not in the mood to really blog
much today, thus am only gonna sumarise
my day and then post some blogthings.

finally gotta watch SHE"S THE MAN.
watched it at cathay orchard with my
beloved (: i was worried at first that it
might not be baby's kinda movie.
thank goodness the comedies in it managed
to make baby well up in laughter (:

am most probably staying home to do up
my schoolwork tmr. gosh.
the holidays are gonna be gone in just another
week. sigh...

You Are a Bloody Mary

You're a fairly serious drinker, who's experimented a lot with different drinks.You're a drunk, but a stable drunk. You don't ever let your drinking get out of control.

What Mixed Drink Are You?

You've Been Bit By the Shopping Bug!

You're constantly adding to your wardrobe - and it showsHowever, you can show some restraint. You love good deals.Your love of the clearance rack has paid off...You probably have only maxed out card or two, if at all!

Are You a Shopaholic?

Your Candy Heart Is "BE MINE"

You've got your eye on someone, that's for sureAnd you're hoping for a little spark to eruptMake it happen on Valentine's day by going from friendly to flirtyOr if you're shy, at least play Secret Admirer

What Candy Conversation Heart Are You?

Your Celebrity Sisters Are Mary-Kate and Ashley

Funky, eccentric, and offbeatYou're not a good girl or a bad girl, just a weird girl

Who Are Your Celebrity Sisters?

Your Glamour Icon Is

Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror.

What Glamour Icon Best Represents You?

You Should Get an Abstract Tattoo

Artistic and uniqueYou're the most likely type to personally design your tattoo

What Tattoo Should You Get?

You Are a Classic Bikini!

You are the type of gal who looks good in almost any bikini.Going for the understated look, you don't need a flashy bikini to turn heads.

What Kind of Bikini Are You?

You Are a Sleek Black Bra!

Subtle, sophisticated, and classy.You're not the first woman a man notices in the room...But you're the one he remembers a week later.You need a guy who will make a lasting impression on you too!

What Kind of Bra Are You?

Your Style is 1950s

High heels, pretty dresses, classic makeup...You're a feminine beauty who knows how to play up her assets!

What Decade Matches Your Style?

You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to himYou have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasionThis doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakersYou just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

What Type of Beauty Are You?

` LOVE- IT DOES A BODY GOOD.

unraveled @ 12:20 AM

Monday, June 19, 2006

♥ DADDY'S DAY

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL DADDYS
yes i know i'm 3.25hours late here on my blog.

* an apple a day keeps the doctor away;
says who?

* here you see my cousin forcing that
dragofruit down my honey's mouth.

* weird huh? think someone tried drilling it.

* my tutor hates ichigo now cause of c&k.
nonetheless, it's DELICIOUS :P

-18 june, sunday-

pretty much done nothing today.
stayed home for the day to accompany
daddy. it's father's day.

yieling and estelle came by just now.
how sweet of them! (:
thank you both!

watched world cup with dad and cousin just now.
Japan Vs Croatia. is this how you spell croatia?
the japan's goalkeeper looks like some handsome
japanese actor. lols. like his name though,
kawaguchi. seems to me like TAMAGOCHI.
hehehehe. okay, the match turned out to be a...
disappointment? first time i was willing to
watch a soccer match, and... DRAW. wth.

nvm nvm. BRAZIL vs Aussie. woooohooo~~~
BRAZIL scored the first goal. yayness.
but i had only watched til halftime. and the goal
was after halftime. however i managed to see
that goal anyway. thing is, i dunno who won?
oops*

it's currently France Vs Korea now. eh...
i shall support France this time. since pru
likes them. did you bet this round?

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things at home aint on the sunny side now.
seems like everyone's facing a tough time now.
somehow, i'm living in fear at home.
thank goodness my cousin's still here,
but what would i face when my cousin finally
returns home today?
she did silly stuff again. and made it seem as
though everything was my fault. kelvin, my
step-brother says that she just want all the
sympathy. dad says she just wants attention.
whatever it is. i wanted to run to someone
elses house to take cover, then again, how long
can i run away from this? i'd prefer to face
reality. but i'm still afraid of her.
i've gotten things flung at, hit my arm, doesnt
really hurt much tho. she even threw a flask
of hot water to the floor, in june's and my
direction, scalding us lightly. i wont say the
extreme that she did. somehow i just felt
scared, no pain lookin' at what she was doing.
perhaps i'm all too used with all these alr.
it had once been my childhood. little did i
know that it'll return to haunt me again.
well, i dont see why i should apologise, it
clearly wasnt me. not that i'm trying to push
the blame. i've told daddy and kelvin what
happened, none of them reprimanded me.
they all know her too well already. all those
stupid and unreasonable stuff she'd do to make
one take all the blame upon himself, thinking
that she's always right. i remember that night
we argued. how she slapped me countless times.
my dad have never lifted a finger on my face
although he said he would. never. and she...
whatever, kinda know she would do that
anyway. last night when she did silly stuff,
june and i locked ourselves in the room.
shaking all over, daddy was aslp, he had
enough anyways, i guessed he's immuned too,
like kelvin, we leant against the door, afraid
that she might be able to barge in any moment.
thank god i kept my room key, or else she'd
be able to unlock my room. she knocked and
called for me. who would dare answer or
even open the door? it was in the wee hours
of the morning. i had the feelin' she was drunk
again as well, maybe not drunk but definitely
under the influence of alcohol. i prayed to God,
asking for help. he did protect my cousin and i.
for this i am forever grateful to Him. for he's
always there, i know He is. june and i had
wanted to slp at the door, lying there, none of
could get to slp. finally after 1-1and a half hours
of sitting against and lying at the door, we
climbed into bed. i guess it was about 5am?
there was someone in the living room watchin'
tv, we dint dare to check who was it.
listening intently, at 5plus the person finally
switched off the tv and lights and went back
to the room. we thought it was her. turned out
to be dad though. i guess i was in fear and
shock. i couldnt even get to slp, for quite long,
my eyes refused to close. i was staring in
the darkness of my room. only able to make
out silhouettes. it was probably until 6plus that
i finally dose off. i kept waking up anyway.
heard her going out to work rnd 8am?
i am tired now. any moment she would be back.
i can only pray. i know my Lord's there no
matter what. well, signing off now. pray for
me will you?
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[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] water
[x] the ocean
[ ] pools
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ]thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads
[ ]mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cemeteries
[x] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] demons or evil
[ ] crossing bridges
[ ] death
[ ] Hell
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] being sexually assaulted
[ ] men( THEY SUCK)
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[x] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ]dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ]ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[x] fear
[ ]being alone
[x] losing loved ones and frens
[x]being blind to things
[x]being deaf
[ ]growing up
[x]being murdered in my sleep

i fear 13 outta 66.

* youandme version6

-using a slogan generator for my quote of the day-

` ALWAYS AFTER ME KENNY.

unraveled @ 3:25 AM

Saturday, June 17, 2006

♥ BORING DAY; I SLEPT CLOSE TO 12 HOURS?

MORE PICTURES (:

* TADAA~~~

Your Extroversion Profile:

Friendliness: Very High

Assertiveness: High

Excitement Seeking: High

Sociability: High

Activity Level: Medium

Cheerfulness: Low

How Extroverted Are You?

You Were a Dog

You are an excellent companion and a loyal friend.A good protector, you smell trouble before it arrives.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Caffe Vanilla Frappuccino

Smooth and sweet, you fit in to almost any crowd. No one would suspect you of being a coffee tweaker!

What Flavor Frappuccino Are You?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Hitomi Inokuma

What's" your Japanese Name?

You Will Die at Age 79

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

err... right. we'll see :p

Your Birthdate: March 9

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count.You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing.Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time.You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything.
Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility
Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic
Your power color: Pine green
Your power symbol: Circle
Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Inner Child Is Angry

You're not an angry person.But when you don't get your way, watch out.Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want.Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming.

How Is Your Inner Child?

Your Emoticon is Cool

You're not feeling particularly up or down, just relaxed and calm. You're ready for whatever is going to happen next!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

You Are a Purple Flower

A purple flower tends to represent success, grace, and elegance.At times, you are faithful like a violet.And other times, you represent luxury, like a wisteria.And more than you wish, you find yourself heartbroken like a lilac.

What Color Flower Are You?

Exotic Dancer Name Is...

Delicious

Exotic Dancer Name Generator

You Are 29% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?

You Are a Little Scary

You've got a nice edge to you. Use it.

How Scary Are You?

yeah. i think that's it for today?
or perhaps later (:
it's FATHER'S DAY tmr! dont forget(:

` DESTINY; MY ETERNITY

unraveled @ 10:23 PM

Friday, June 16, 2006

♥ I NEED TO SHOP!

TUITION FOR TWO DAYS STRAIGHT.

* neoprints i took with my cousin(:

* prints today after tuition(:

* my cousin; me; my tution mate.

* hang all you want; i'll "pull" you.

yeaps. tuition ytd and today. bah. fun though.
third tuition today, getting used to having
tuition now. tuition venue's kinda fixed?
it's always mos burger down at shaw house(:
-town town town town town town town town-

yeaps. blackout at shaw ytd~ twice. tsk tsk.
wonder if it affected the movies? lols.

- joke of the day for 14th june -
name a carbohydrate.

carmen's answer:

VEGETABLES.

oh gosh! lols. thank god she aint taking F&N.

bless her. lols.

tutition-ed physics today. going through my

basics. physics' about one of the very few subs

that i can learn very fast. i guess.

(except electromagnetics or sth liddat)

after tuition today went to heeren with carmen

and june (: tried shopping, but nth really caught

my eye today. tempted to buy tees from

york canvas. but... all free size. and it's kinda

too baggy for me. boo ):

ended up buying nth. took neos though.

yayness. and yeah, took "budget neoprints"

too. (learnt that from pru and bobby. hahas)

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this is The Guilty Game.

Next to the questions, put your answers as

either guilty or innocent. Guilty if you have,

innocent if you haven't.

see what others have or have not done!

No pleading the 5th.

Dated outside your race?

innocent.

Singing in the shower?

guilty.

Spit in someone's Drink?

innocent.

Played with Barbies?

SO GUILTY.

Made someone cry?

guilty.

Opened your Christmas presents early?

always guilty.

Lied to a friend?

guilty.

Seen "The Goonies" more than 10 times?

? innocent.

Played a Computer game for more than 5 hours?

guilty.

Ran through the sprinklers naked?

innocent.

Ate food that fell on the floor?

guilty. oops*

Went outside naked?

innocent.

Got caught having sex?

innocent.

Flashed somebody?

innocent.

Mooned somebody?

innocent.

Been on stage?

guilty.

Been on stage naked or close to it?

innocent.

Been in a parade?

innocent.

Been in a class play?

guilty.

Gotten detention?

innocent(:

Been on a cruise?

guilty.

Broken into a house?

innocent.

Gotten a tattoo?

innocent.

Gotten piercings?

guilty.

Gotten into a fist fight?

innocent.

Gotten into a shouting match?

guilty.

Swallowed sea/pool water?

guilty.

Spun yourself in circles to get dizzy on purpose?

GUILTY.

Laughed so hard it hurt?

guilty.

Tripped on your own feet?

guilty.

Cried yourself to sleep?

guilty.

Cried in public?

guilty.

Thrown up in public?

guilty. into the sea while kayaking?

Lied to your parents?

I PLEAD GUILTY.

Skipped class?

guilty. (hopes councillors wont see this.)

Cried so hard you threw up?

innocent, close to though.

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i guess i'm wrapping up for today.

it's currently 5.16 am now. thus, i'm gonna

shut down this computer and lie in bed and...

no not sleep, call my beloved HONEY!!!

yeah man, he's finally coming back from his

camp later in the morning.

how i've missed him):

alrighty. nitey nites -yawns-

` IT'S YOU, YES IT'S YOU WHOM I'VE

FOUND AND GAVE MY HEART TO;

YOU BELONG TO ME; YNNEK AIS NUJ EIJ.

unraveled @ 4:38 AM