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love is a riddle.
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G; Lips that taste of tears,
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Thursday, August 30, 2007

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all of a sudden, things just changed. one minute i was
happily laughing away while chatting online with
my buddies, yet the next, i was slapped into a sea
of great tidal emotions.

small monkey is an acquaintance of mine. i knew him at
MI. we spoke once, and perhaps only that once. he was
a typical english speaking ah-beng joker, bringing
laughter everywhere he went.
today, i received news that he had passed away. i doubt
you'd ever imagine the impact it had on me. true, he's
just an acquaintance, i'm not even close to him. but the
fact is, he was after all, a friend. the last people, close
to home who died were my grandma & kristle's grandpa.
i never had a friend passing away. i dint know how to
react. i think it took awhile for it to seep in, then it
finally snapped. i cried and i wouldnt stop. it hurts to
know of this, that he jumped off. due to depression.
i wished i was able to help but what use it is now?

that plunged me into a daze. i feel empty, lonely, sad
and even scared. of what? i dont know either. and things
dont seem to get better. it's been one hell of a night.
one bad news after another, insensitive ppl, loads of
crying. dont blame anyone, cause they probably dint
know of what i am going through tonight.
this must be another one of my worst nights so far.
just so suddenly, unhappy stuff seems to be revolving
all around me. what is happening, can someone tell me?

i feel even closer to God now. with all these things
happening. without God being my pillar of strength,
i would have well crumbled long ago. i'm learning to
really depend on Him, and leave my worries unto Him.
i wish Jesus was here to explain, i wish i could run into
His arms to cry. i wish everything would be alright.
my only reassurance now is God and Jesus. and i
pine for my Lord more than all else. i want His
comfort, i want to seek refuge in Him. life is so so
fragile. i will learn to cherish all that i have now even
more. God of my forever and forever i'm with You.

"thus the youth needs to know the gospel."
that's what matthew told me just now. and i couldnt
agree more to it now. i feel guilty for not reaching
out to evangelise, to be a blessing. but now, i know.
i am energized to do my part, to serve my Lord.

Daddy God, i love you more than anything else.

God above, You hold my world
i see in You, a life unfold
Your grace that shines this path of mine
with You i walk; my friend and guide
oh, what can i do to seal this union i have with You?

You, You are the God who will save
cling onto all that You say
and for always
You, covered my life with Your grace
darkness You've turned into day
when You gave Your all away


unraveled @ 12:53 AM