i'm shaken by what happened in class today.
totally unexpected, & caught me off my feet.
the whole scene keeps replaying in my mind,
like tape on replay. it scares me...
my dearest classmate had a fits attack in math
class today, as we were about to have our class
test. it was so sudden. it caught all of us off-guard.
most of us were just rooted to our seats, minds
totally blank. i mean, how many of us actually
had experienced this kinda scenario before?
let alone know what to do. it took awhile before
some of us got our senses back. i badly wanted to
help, thing is, i dint know what i could do.
thus, the least i could have helped with was to
help her lie on the floor from her chair.
she had changed colour already & had some foam
coming out. by then, i was too shocked. i myself,
was shivering... i'm sorry i wasnt of much help.

thank God she was alright. her mum came to get
her. rest well yeah (:
some of us were on the verge of crying, you know
that kinda feeling you get when you're of no help
& your friend is suffering? yeah. that suck.

nothing beats hearing what this particular classmate
commented when the other one had the fits...
remember i said we were about to have math test?
yeah, let's call this particular classmate who made a
nasty comment cruella. hoho, all cruella commented,
talking to herself, was "math test is screwed."
i can never comprehend how can anyone be as
heartless as you. & you are as ugly as you look.
even as the class was making it so obvious that we're
talking about her heartlessness during civics tutor
period, she remained nonchalant, smiling & laughing
away. to the point where one of my classmate asked
her what does she think of someone who is
inconsiderate towards others, she had the cheek to
reply, "cruel". yeah, you got it, you're downright
cruel. what goes around comes around.
remember what you said today. you're an outrage.

Daddy God, bring peace & calmness to me.