Life is a maze

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

♥ YOUR LOVE SO WONDERFUL;

baby, your love's so great. so wonderful.
it overwhelms me. & i cant help but fall more deeply
in love with you as the days pass.
it's now & forever; today, tmr & forevermore.

hooper's house;
while we were locked outside in the balcony
by hooper & daniel. RAWR.

oh btw, hooper's house is... spectacular man. really.

& i finally gotten my skinnies. both black & white
at once. muahaha. happy happy. and i just bought
a pair of red kappa sneakers few days back. they
actually dint have stock for my size alr, but praise
the Lord! ask & you shall receive. indeed (:
thank you God!

one last oral presentation before liberation. chinese
As paper was... alright? but i was like falling aslp
throughout. bahh. oh well. thursday, my day of freedom.
& also our 1st monthsary, baby! awesome.
it seems like we've been together for a much longer time
though. cant wait, make-a-bear workshop, here we
come! haha. i love you. i love you.
i simply loveeeeeee you (:

& i adore shopping with my dearest baby. and also my
besties of course. boyfriend is the love. we shop, talk,
eat, sleep (at the same time), smile, laugh... altogether!
haha. practically hokay. i loveeeee you.
reunion of MNGS today. like finally. those crazy times,
i love. all the best for your As nigey wigey wabbit! :D

baby i love you; your overwhelming love caresses me.

unraveled @ 2:35 AM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

♥ THROUGH BAD TIMES;

20thOct, Saturday

i hate PW. hate hate hate hate hate hate HATE.
i freaking hate it. it not only frustrates me, it makes
me throw tantrums as well. & guess who's the victim?
my boyfriend. i do not like this. at all. & now, i
hate myself for throwing tantrums at him.
i'm sorry baby.
as though today's not a bad enough day.
my lucky stars must have decided to take
a break for today. & so, all i got today were
heartaches & frustrations to the max.
tmr will be a better day. right?

to top it all, i was dozing away at service. my bad.
only managed to catch some of pastor tan's preaching.
but still, the holy spirit never fails to touch me.
Lord, your presence was overwhelming. & now, i
truly know that you'll be walking with me no matter
what happens. God, heal my heart & make me clean.
i want to make a difference. i will be a star-thrower.
Abba Father, never let me go.

falling at your feet
as my whole world fades away
falling at your feet
let my life be holy thine
my life be holy thine, Jesus

unraveled @ 4:03 AM

Saturday, October 20, 2007

♥ WHEN YOU'RE RIGHT HERE BY MY SIDE;

had i ever mention that i love my boyfriend much?
i do, baby. i love you many many! :D

hokay. basically what has happened this week was
that promos finally, finally ended! joy to the world.
BUT the more dreadful thing now is that there's still
PW & chinese As. pfft. rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
oh well, dined at sakae sushi the day promos ended
with boyfriend and his sis. we ate till we were like...
extremely bloated. must have been at least 35 plates
plus 5 chawanmushi(s). seoul gardens next, perhaps?

oh, & dinner with daniel and hooper (baby's buddies)
was fun. wickedly funny, i'd say.
& yes (: i won hooper in chopsticks, with him giving
in much. muahaha. & daniel actually did went to check
the ph value of milk. it turns out to be acidic.
gees. what were my F&N teacher telling me when she
said that it's alkaline?! pfft, i feel... dumb? hah.

and ytd, friday. i went for a bbq at bedok. it's tp's
campus crusades' fellowship bbq night (: made new
friends. & guess what?! i actually met & recognised
my K1 classmate, donovan. though not immediately
of course. how cool is that huh?
hah, i mean how could you forget if he kept trying
to hold your hand during line-ups. hah. dear me,
shant embarrass him more.
yeaps, & mal, i do love that wonderful surprise!
rawr! haha. estee i miss youuuuuuuu. indeed, GEM
reunion. i miss the old days much. nostalgia...

anyhow, these campus crusades tpians are all really
nice, friendly ppl. which makes me wouldnt think
twice to join it if i do go to tp (:
& i'm already in the midst of arranging badminton
sessions with some of 'em. coolness.

church later. i cant wait. i hope i'd get to sit behind
baby again. i miss him so much.
& darn pw. due to it, i cant make it for support duty.
neither am i able to queue with baby & mal later.
rawr. i do not like pw one bit at all.
bane. of. my. life. period.

thanks baby! for waiting as i bus-ed down from bedok
to bishan. bahhh. sorry for making you wait yeah.
mwahhs; i love you :D

i love you, i need you.
though my world may fall
i'd never let you go.
my saviour, my closest friend.
i will worship you until the very end.

unraveled @ 3:33 AM

Monday, October 15, 2007

♥ SECOND WEEKSARY :D

HAPPY SECOND WEEK BABY (:

your fairytale superheroes;

MEtoYOU;

sunday, 14 oct
how lucky baby and i were to see clouds formed
in heart-shape while walking home just now. it
was even in a tinge of pink. awesome aint it?
the saddest thing ever was that, baby dint bring
his camera & mine was outta battery ): oh gees.
still, it was nice having baby holding me while
we stood on the pathway, admiring the pretty
clouds for a short while (:
darling, we're meant to be.

dint really have lunch with baby today, he had to
rush off for work, so i ended up once again in
coffeebean, having my usual kid's pasta &
southern blend :D
being there almost every sunday consecutively,
& almost every other day/everyday,
makes me kinda like a regular. i saw that
loving couple there again today, the wife watching
taiwanese drama on her lappie while her husband
holds her in his arms & watches it with her as well.
there's also a few others whom i recognise there.
centrepoint's coffeebean is a memorable place.
kinda where baby & i met, where the interest started,
where love slowly blossomed & almost also where
we started. all those times spent there, makes me
wanna cry upon hearing that that coffeebean would
soon close down. i hope it'll seal our memories there.
baby, it's where we began.

some minor hiccups that popped up today.

baby got pissed off by some cranky customers.
nigel had to deal with an unreasonable friend.
i was greatly annoyed with some girl who doesnt know how to lay off from my boyf. still am actually.

awesome baby, he topped the sales for today!
praise the Lord (: great is our God.
though you had to deal with old picky aunties.
baby you're the best!
nigel, you're friend's just ridiculous. really.
i wonder why you're so nice. at the wrong moment.
now girl, you're getting on my very last nerve.
lay off. before i burst out. it wont be a pretty sight.
now, i did warn you.

thanks baby, for the SINS choco (: lovelove.

monday, 15 oct
well, baby finally finishes work early tmr.
& yes, gwen has got no mood to mug for CLL.

things i'm looking forward to today:

meeting baby after work & then lunch.
movie with baby at marina square.
finally getting my skinnies?
having loads of time with baby!
meeting up with nigel & mal perhaps?

awesomeness. goodnight peeps :D

Father God, i thank You so
for this precious piece of gold.
Your love for me so great,
it wouldn't ever fade.
i love You with all my heart,
with You, i never want to part.

unraveled @ 1:13 AM

Thursday, October 11, 2007

♥ BEAUTIFUL LOVE;

SUPERHEROES

yes, my boyfriend is TALL :D

& so i practically screwed both math & geog
papers (: did not mug for 'em at all. hooray
gwen! thing is, i'm pretty much bent on going
to poly alr. so yeah, no mood to mug. at all.
bahhh. poly or smth else? i dont wanna stay
in this current sch of mine.

lil' things that made me happy today:

bought 'metoyou' bear couple key chain.
met my dearest boyfriend.
had lunch with him.
managed to mug a lil for CLL.
i actually read chinese.
managed to sit alone at coffeebean for hours.
when baby finally got off work.
finding out that eldora dint mug for math & geog either.
baby got an A for business accounting!
baby bought me SINS choco.
baby topped sales today at thebodyshop (:
mummy bought crab for me for dinner.
mummy seems to like boyfriend.
boyfriend's gramps welcomes me for dinner :D
dinner appointment with mummy tmr, together with boyf.
had coffeebean's southern blend.
baby sent me home, as always.
brunch with my love tmr.

things i dont really look forward to tmr:

having to study CHINESE LITERATURE.
might have sit alone at coffeebean again ):

-from me to you-

Baby, you're simply wonderful.
Our tender love, so beautiful.
I'd never wanna let you go,
My precious lil' heart you stole.
Darling, hug me tight & stay with me.
Forever & ever, this will be.

GWENDELYNMONIQUE;
10october2007

unraveled @ 2:14 AM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

♥ YOU'RE THE ULTIMATE.

I T’S YOU THAT MAKES ME LAUGH,
L OVING THAT SMILE OF YOURS
O NLY YOU LOVE LIKE YOU DO
V ICIOUS THE WORLD MAY BE
E VERDAY WITH YOU LIGHTS MY LIFE UP
Y OU ARE THERE WITH ME THROUGH THE DARK
O BLIVIOUS TO THE NOISE
U NDERGROUND WITH JUST ME AND YOU
G IVING YOU ALL THAT I HAVE
W HEN I’M DOWN, YOU’RE THERE
E VERLASTING LOVE BABY
N EVER WILL I LET YOU GO
D AWN TO DUSK
E VEN THOUGH IT’S COLD
L EANING BESIDE YOU KEEPS ME WARM
Y OUR LOVE RADIATES MUCH
N OT EVEN THE SUN IS HOTTER THAN YOU
T HE HUGS AND KISSES
A ND EVERYTHING ELSE
N O RULE BOOK FOR OUR LOVE
C OS WE’RE ROCKING
H ONEY I LOVE YOU
U AND EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU
N OW AND FOREVER
Z EALOUS AND LOVABLE
H E SAID “I LOVE YOU”
U BER CUTE THIS LOVE MAY BE, IT’S TRUE
A ND YOU MAKE MY DAY, MY NIGHTS.
N OTHING BOUT YOU DISAPPOINTS
G IRLFRIEND I LOVE YOU.

and this is why
I LOVE SHAUN ISAAC TAN CHEUK MUN
VERY EXTREMELY MUCH :D
he's awesome, i swear.
baby you're the bestest best.
and i thank God that i found you.

everyday i draw closer to you, Lord
i long to see your face
and hide in your embrace

unraveled @ 12:31 AM

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

♥ THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL;

SHAUN ISAAC, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH :D

october 1st, what a nice date. haha.
well people, my boyfriend owes me SOUP.
yes, soup. cause dearest gwen is ill again & he failed
to boil me the soup he said he will today. haha.
i'm waiting for the soup hokay (:

if boyfriend has a pot belly in time to come,
i'd still love you, dont worry! i'll just make you work
out daily! haha. you're wonderfully awesome.
never let me fall, promise? (:

heal my heart and make it clean
open up my eyes for the things unseen
show me how to love like you have loved me
break my heart for what breaks yours
everything i am for your kingdom's cause
as i walk from earth into
eternity.

unraveled @ 12:20 AM

Monday, October 01, 2007

♥ BABY, YOU'RE THE EPITOME OF LOVE.

like you said, it's just the start.
1stOct07'

muahaha, i wanna laugh at mal all over again.
now, she's gonna start whacking me when
she sees me! XD oh well, sorry peeps. inside
joke :D
you're the sweetest thing ever.
don't ever let me fall, baby.

DISCLAIMER:
THIS IS MOOMOO,
THE LAMEST COW YOU'D EVER FIND.

we're rolling!

hah! that's rainft lin aka moomoo aka happy pill :D
wells, he and i arranged to wear that rolling stones
tee together to church since we realised we've got
the exact same top. awesomeness. hah. and the
immediate idea that others got were that we're a
couple. tsktsk, stereotypes. hah.
i am cow, hear me moo. i weigh twice as much as you.
and i look good on a barbeque.
thanks to him, gwen's a much lamer person now XD

you are my freedom,
Jesus you're the reason
i'm kneeling again at your throne.
where would i be without you
here in my life?

unraveled @ 3:04 PM