Life is a maze

Monday, December 31, 2007

♥ GOODBYE 2007;

compliments of the season. or should i say, happy new
year? oh well, i'm currently pissed with blogger cause
it's the third time that i've tried to upload ONE picture,
and it still aint successful. or maybe it's just that my
blogger's rusty cause i've not been utilizing it?
pfft, whatever it is.

time sure flies. 6 days of christmas has flew by. another
6 days of it left. where are my presents?! haha. hokay, i
assume that you readers are dying for updates. then
again, has all my readers left me already, seeing that i
dont blog as often as before? i'm still (now, the picture
finally loads :D) gonna blog anyway.

anyhow, here's a belated Christmas greeting...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! (:
this was one special christmas this year. though many
things did crop up, but i'm still gay and glad cause i got
to stay the night at Ritz Carlton with boyfriend, and his
mummy and sister. one example of things that cropped
up was that boyfriend fell pretty ill on christmas day
itself. food poisoning ): and so i got the chance to take
care of him at the hotel. well, we still went to the bear
workshop at suntec to personalize bears for each other,
and the walking made boyfriend more sick.
i'm sorry baby! ):
had a somewhat good dinner at the ritz and then a nice
breakfast the next morning before wheezing back to
boyf's house and followed by taking a longgggg nap
with him. dead beat, you see.

christmas service was awesome yet again. it was good
having shaun's sister responding to the altar call and so
did shaun's friend too. the atmosphere down where we
stop by the stage was so... warming? the candles during
the service was yet another spectacular sight.
breath-taking. anyhow, the drama team was amazing
too! same storyline, different drama each year!
wonderful aint it?

it's running really late, and i want to hear my boyf now.
so here i am, going to sign out again. god knows whens
the next i'll blog. but till then, stay tuned! :D

baby it's now & forever;
our love will stand firm.
i know it's you;
it's you i love so dearly.

unraveled @ 2:45 AM

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

♥ WHEN LIFE GETS BUSY;

baby has finally sent me the photos taken at the zoo.
but i've still been too busy to edit and then upload 'em.
my apologies, yet again.
hmmm, long hiatus again huh? heh.

anyhow, am super busy now. about 3 days in a week's
taken up by work. baby too. but thank God, we're
working in the same mall, so we still always get to see
each other. have breaks together sometimes (: and
then finally at the end of the day, we go home together.
& boyfriend hasnt failed to send me home no matter
how tired he is (:
THANK YOU DEAREST BOYFRIEND!

my God is faithful. blessings after blessings. he has
never short changed me. never. blessings financially,
at work, relationship-ly & health wise. he has covered
all. and when times get tough, especially now since i'm
working (my first official job), the joy of the Lord shall
be my strength. i believe my daddy God gave me a
vision, that was weeks ago already. i think he's calling
me to rise up in the cell grp ministry.
well, thing is, i'm not entirely sure that i'm up to
it. but i'm willing to take this step of faith, for God (:

christmas is coming, in... 6 days. oh my gosh. that's
fast. presents are gonna be a headache, thank God
for financial blessings. at least i'd be able to give more
now. like it says, you can give without loving,
but you cant love without giving (:
being a christian, christmas means more than just gifts,
hugs and turkeys. what a holy day it is, that my saviour
was born in that manger. i'm young and do not know
alot, come and be my guide.
two thousand years ago, a man hung crying in the rain.

i loveeeee my boyfriend (: he's awesome, aint he (:
ranting bout fussy and rude customers every day after
work has became a norm. i somehow like this feeling
that we're earning together. give the parents a break,
right? haha. well, they still give us allowance and all,
but it feels good to like buy christmas presents from
our own pockets. i believe we've got a great future
ahead of us (: my boyfriend's simply wonderful :D

unraveled @ 2:54 PM

Friday, December 07, 2007

♥ IT AINT MY FAULT;

well well, blame shaun isaac tan cheuk mun.
as long as he doesnt upload those photos from
the zoo trip and send em to me, i cant really
get down to blogging. rawr. overdue man.

anyhow, i've started workin'. like at centrepoint.
cool stuff man. i mean the stuff that i sell. hah.
unique and one-off. am like still waiting for
boyfriend to buy thaaaat cross for me. it's a
pendant (:

thus far, it's been past 2 months of being together.
ups and downs, we'll go through it all. cause i'm
certain that it's you i want to see when i wake up
every morn. i've said it before, and i'm gonna say
it again, baby you're amazing. really (:
iloveyouyoulovemeforeverandeverandeverandever!

shifted back to jurong west last week. i must say that
it's a whole new experience there. i've got to like wake
up at 6am in the morning. cause i've gotta like report
early for usher duty. the hall's smaller and everything.
but though it was our first week back... the whole hall
was packed. jam packed. that the congregation had
to sit on steps, including me ): hah.
although shifting to jw has caused many discomforts,
i'm gonna persevere on.
we've gotta like come outta our comfort zones, and
really put God first. so even it being so troublesome
now, i'm still really excited and happy. cause we're
building God a great kingdom (:
Lord, i want more of you.

besides shifting back to jw, i'm glad that i'm back at
cell group and started bible studies again. i need to
grow spiritually. i dont wanna be a baby christian
no more! Father i'm gonna take these steps of faith!
& i know that you'll never leave nor forsake me! (:

i love my boyfriend, you know?

unraveled @ 1:45 AM