If you're thinking my blogpost was referring to you, & that you're so annoyed by the fact that I am blogging about you, well you can stop now cause it's not at all about you. Not one part. Not for 1 second did you cross my mind when I was writing that. In fact, none of my blogposts were about you ever since stuff happened. Well, except this. I don't have the extra time now to be brooding over what happened 3 months ago. Cause believe it or not, I, like you, get back up on feet way faster than whoever took me down with him. & in case you're still wondering, no, you're not the 'K' I'm missing on my twitter.

So seriously, you can stop misunderstanding me and assuming things like how you always do. Cause 75% of the time, you think too much.

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Zomg. I miss my long hair I tell you. It's now so short to me, but friends are telling me that there's no difference. How can that be?! There was a mountain of hair on the floor when the haircut was finally done please. Boo. But anyhow, I'm still okay with my hair. Just that I now prefer to tie it up cause the ends are a lil' too thinned. All for the sake of having healthy hair! Hahaha.

Anyway, HAPPY TWENTIETH BIRTHDAY GOH YOU ELDORA! Please have an awesome day, & we shall meet soon for some shopping, dessert, chilling, l4d2 and karaoke. I love you to bits and pieces ♥ 11 years and countin', bff! :D

& also, Happy 1st year Wedding Anniversary to my brother and sister-in-law! :DDD

School, school, school again on Monday. Tutorials starts this coming week & it starts from 9am, Mondays to Fridays. Oh God. I really have to start sleeping early in order to wake up early. It's hitting 4am & I should be crashing soon. Ikea Tampines with Dennis, Seema and Charmaine later before cheer prac. I can't wait to get my hands on the meatballzzz! Salivating already. Hong Kong Cafe-ed with Dennis, Charmaine, Seema and Muru just now and I was bright like a lamp post amidst the two couples :/ Oh well, at least I had my fill of dessert and some supper. Called E, and made both Dennis & Seema sing the birthday song over the phone for her (Y) & now, I'm regretting that I left HK Cafe without having my spring roll ):


Before I forget, I ACHIEVED MY FIRST SINGLE LIBERTY last Wednesday at training! Mad happy much! All thanks to Chen Cheng and Marcus (Y) You guys are zee awesome. Hahaha. I look forward to learning and achieving more at today's training.

Sometimes, you really can't stop what people have to say of you. You can't prevent if tongues wag. What you can do, is simply to ignore. As long as you know that you have friends that you can trust anything with. Friends that are there come rain or shine, friends that would back you up, friends that believes in you. That's enough. & with that, I'm one lucky girl, cause I do have a bunch of these such precious people in my life ((:

unraveled @ 3:28 AM

Semester 3.1 is going to start officially for me tomorrow & here I am coughing and sneezing away with a slight fever. Even sleeping is tough, cause of the non-stop coughing hits that I get, it's so bad that each time I cough, I barf :/ I guess I've pushed my body to its limits again by attending cheer practice yesterday even with flu, fever and cough. So today, I've decided to cut my exhausted body some slack & stay home to recuperate. Missing Euphoria & POS mates much though.

Enough of whining about being sick, tomorrow's back to TP for school. Somehow I still prefer to train to Sentosa for school instead of having to take 2 buses to get to TP. With regards to starting semester 3.1, I'm excited yet upset by the fact that school is back. Excited cause I'm finally on my last year of my diploma, excited cause both Jme and Sam are in 03 with me, excited cause I'll be able to see Chels almost daily again, excited cause of having POS mates in TP too... & well, upset of course that holidays has yet again ended. It felt like a really long break though, & a much needed one.

I have this bad tendency to rehearse bad memories in my head again and again, just like how happy memories are on repeat mode in my head as well. But this week at church, I've got reminded again that I shouldn't be rehearsing unhappy thoughts/memories/scenes. It's always better to let go and let God. Yes, most of the time it ain't easy to simply just let things go. But why not, when I have God to fight for me when I let things go? He is my number one knight, He is my battle warrior.

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unraveled @ 12:43 AM

Stop freaking assuming things when you haven't got your facts right. Stop thinking you know all about me. Stop making comments as if you know my story. Stop, just bloody STOP.

unraveled @ 4:49 AM

Good morning. I've been tossing around in bed for almost an hour & yet I still can't seem to drift off to dreamland, so here I am. Thought perhaps I should take some time to update this space & then try to sleep again. Well, Seema just dropped me back home at 4plus just now after hanging around with her, Dennis and his girlf. & I finally satisfied my craving for McDonald's Double Cheese burger and Cinnamon Melts, awesome stuff (Y)

Life's been pretty busy lately. Cheerleading practice thrice a week now, & I'm not complaining, I actually like it like that. It definitely is more tiring, & I get more bruises as the weeks go by and as we move on to higher level stunts. But I'm really loving the challenges, hype, excitement, as well as learning many more new stuff. In a way, it's more fulfilling now. I love the people there as well. All my Euphoria mates, as well as new friends made from this year's Parade of Schools (POS). I'm very sure we'd be putting up a great show! I just hope I'd be able to cope well once semester 3.1 kicks off on the 19th of this month. It sure ain't gonna be easy, but I know He will provide me with the strength and expand my capacity. Also, it's about time I run back to Him. I keep trying to lean on myself, & meanwhile, I drift further away. Explains the random loneliness and emptiness I feel. But He is always faithful, I trust in the hand of God.

Anyhow, I apologise for the lack of pictures. My old canon died totally, and am still searching for a new camera to get. Am thinking of another Ixus but I'll just keep my options open for now. Mummy has given the green lights for it, so I think it won't be too long before I'll have a massive overload of pictures again (Y)

Y'know, it's funny how certain people can just enter and exit your life so easily sometimes. & some that you wished had never entered, just can't seem to leave even if you wanted him/her to. It's strange how you know that it was never meant to be, but yet you just want to savour the moment of happiness that you are feeling. It's stupid how you let someone be a part of your life when you know that he can't be there till forever. It's ridiculous that for awhile you thought that you could settle with second best when you know you deserve nothing less than the best. It's frustrating how he can stay on your mind for a pretty long while & a mystery how the next moment you can't even remember the very eyes that you used to stare into. When you realize that the familiar face that pops up more than often starts becoming a blurry image, when the voice that made you laugh all the time starts fading away. When sweet nothings starts becoming stagnant conversations. Say maybe, what we had has come and gone? It's a pity though, I thought we might have been great. But just so you know, I smile all the time when I think about you.

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